For Today

So.... I have a blog that any teenager could relate to for once. It is mostly just going to consist of useless information, but, who cares. This is a blog, which, I'm pretty sure, almost no one reads but me. haha.

Last night, I had a chorus concert that went really well. I was apparently viewed as a 'star' from the audiences perspective because I was involved in so many of the performances. I did a trio with two friends of mine to the song "No One" by Alicia Keys, and the entire audience got into it at the end with all of the 'oh's'. haha. I had a lot of fun, but I was definitely nervous. Like always.

And today, one of the boys in chorus told me that he has loved me since the 6th grade.


.........


That... was a new experience. I'm not so sure I've enjoyed this new experience, because I have no idea what I'm going to do or say. And since this boy and I aren't really close, I'm pretty sure he has no idea what he is talking about. He knows nothing about me, and I know nothing about him, so I'm thinking that he is in lust, not love. Also, I definitely do not love him and I am not in love with him.

I don't get how people can just throw around the word love so easily. Not the "Omg, I love youu!!!" but to actually say I love you or I'm in love with you or something. It makes me want to slap someone and call them an ignorant ignoramus. I have to say, I actually have come to find that I find it very unattractive for someone to say it so.... nonchalantly. To say it really bitterly, it's almost sickening.

Um.... yeah. That's all for now.

--V